Sunday, May 9, 2010
Always and Forever.
Today my mom, Alyssa, and I went to the cemetery to visit my grandma. The place was full of people all visiting their loved ones. It was the first time I went to visit her grave since the funeral, and to be honest, it felt unreal. When I stared at the mausoleum where she was laid to rest, I had a hard time coming to terms with the fact that she's really gone. It's a struggle I face every day. I know things like this take time, but I wonder when it will get any easier. Lucky for me, I have so many incredible memories with my grandma. Those memories keep me going through the hard times. I know my grandma loved me, and I hope she knew how much she means to me. When she passed away, I felt like a piece of me was ripped away. What's funny is that the night she passed away, I had an uneasy feeling in my stomach. A feeling that made me wonder if she was going to make it through the night. My grandma was such an incredible person, and we all miss her so much. I love you, Grandma. Always and Forever.