I'm flawed.

I’m a terrible liar, and therefore I’m always honest.  It always seems to get me in trouble.  I always put others before myself, and I have a hard time doing things for myself.  But on the rare occasion that I do, I’m seen as selfish.  I do things for people without motive or the expectation of being thanked.  I have a terrible time at telling people how I feel…which is why pretty much all of my relationships have failed.  I don’t let many people into my life because I’m afraid they’ll be like “all the others.”   I’m ready for a real relationship but I’m afraid I’ll never find “the one.”  Actually, I’m afraid that I had that person but messed things up.  I have a painful past, and I'm who I am today because of what I went through.  I’m emotional and wear my heart on my sleeve.  People never have to ask how I’m feeling because they just know.  I overanalyze situations and replay conversations in my head hoping that somehow they’ll go differently.  I’m humble.  I don’t realize how successful I actually am.  I’m not as confident as I should be. 

I’m flawed, but at least I’m real.

Take one of our.....oh, you already have one

This election cycle has proved to be quite eventful so far.  I have so much to write about!!  Look for a blog update within the next 24 hours or so.

I'm off to my amazing Fundamentals of Communications class (no seriously, I LOVE this class!!).  The Mancini makes class so enjoyable.  I think I'm going to create his fan page.  I know people will totally join.  :)

I hope everyone has a great day and an awesome St. Patrick's Day!!  Don't forget to wear green!!


p.s. I'm currently running on no sleep.  Literally no sleep.  Not even an hour...or a minute.  Haven't slept in over 23 hours.  Today is going to be a hilarious day (when I'm overly tired, everything is funny to me.  Even if it's not funny, I'll laugh).  Gotta love days like this.  Okay, not really.